February 2012
2 posts
January 2012
19 posts
Just cleaned the fuck out of my room, had a nice day after school with the main man, and got new perfume today, and now I’m chilling with my sister with my bed stuff in the wash.
I like tonight.
I might skype with cody later too. Hopefully.
I miss him.
Fuck, things are so nice right now.
Can’t wait for tomorrow. and thursday!
listening to atmosphere in my room,
real sad.
Real, real sad.
1 tag
andyelwell:
I whipped up a little version of Lou...
ah, new years
2012 new years kiss!
tonight is insanely wonderful.
spontaneous, and just, fucking amazing.
I got my new year kiss..
I can’t wait to just lounge around and chill with a drink in my hand with my girls
December 2011
25 posts
“Talking about virginity is so annoying to me, and here’s why- firstly it’s used...”
– mutualaddiction responding to an ask saying she was hot because she was a virgin. (via alexismarie)
“I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no...”
– (via 24ribs)
I’m going to paint my last final and then I’m home fucking free.
I’m going to do something tonight, I don’t know what yet, but I’m a stress free woman tonight, and have all my artwork home.
Fuck yes! Winter break!
last night was rough however enjoyable, and I think the only reason I like this picture is because it reminds me of the night and I can just sigh.
GPOYT
I want to be a dancer.
I want to be a traveler.
I want to be compelling.
I want to be intelligent.
I want to be satisfied.
I want to be the joy of someone’s day.
I want to be the person you want.
you’re fucking selfish
I need you.
I needed time with you tomorrow.
I’m so lonely its unbearable, and you don’t even realize.
I can’t do this anymore, I really can’t.
All I want is you back.
and I just want out. Out of this body and mind, and into something I can handle.
I’m fucking pathetic.
honestly every day gets worse and worse.
and everyday I end up going home, alone, crying.
or sitting in my alone fucking room, by myself, crying.
I don’t even feel okay anymore.
I have moments of apathy, but other than that, I see no way that this is ever going to change.
I don’t want this anymore honestly
and I don’t want to be myself anymore.
I’m painting, watching the walking dead, staying up late, relaxing all cool.
I am having a good night.
so, I’m cuddled up in my blanket next to the computer, watching boy meets world, downloading tv shows, and the complete discography of kid cudi, and as lame as that is, I am enjoying myself
also, while looking through my itunes, I found old videos from the owners of the computer before me, and there is video’s of them taking turns smoking meth.
WAT.
I have no innocence!
“I thought about life, about my life, the embarrassments, the little...”
– Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via coffeelikewater)
kaylarapp:
I wish I was in college and moved in with Syd already. 4 years of high school is WAY more than I needed. Like, 3 1/2 years too much.
my thoughts exactly..
i’m so tired.
i’m so not here.
so sick no connections, and so sick of feeling alone.
I want to leave, but I have no where to go.
I want to leave, but I don’t want to be alone.
i’m so not here anymore
i’m long gone, for you are gone as well.
November 2011
42 posts
Watching boy meets world with my little sister.
I am enjoying tonight.
I love cuddling. The warmth of the other person’s body. The feeling of their breath down your neck. The feeling of security and comfort. The slight pressure of their heart beating. Going to sleep with them, and waking up with them the next morning.
